Dad, I feel so relieved. I really hope you’re proud, I know you know how much has been thrown at me this year. Me being the bigger person and ignoring the amount of things being said/made up about me has finally paid off. I doubted myself, I lost all self belief and respect I had for myself but I finally have been reminded that the decisions I made at Leeds Fest were in fact the right thing to do. It’s finally paid off, at such a random time but it’s happened and I now feel like I can move on. I have who and what I need and that was just a learning curve. Yes it was hell, yes it hurt & made me lose myself but I’ve learnt from it but also grown as a person. I wish you were here to ring. I miss you so so much - words will never be enough to explain how much my heart breaks knowing that you’ll never be here but I find great closure and comfort writing asif you’re reading it. Sleep tight Dad. I love you forever and always. Goodnight, god bless. All my love, Maisie Xxxxxx